You've Got Mail!

I love when I get mail...well not so much recently because as you all know all we ever get anymore are reminders of what we no longer have. Every.single.day. I'm happy to say though, today I got more than just the painful reminders. I also got two other things in the mail that reminded me how many wonderful people I have gained in my life from this painful experience. I got a card from a newer BLM I haven't yet had the pleasure of "meeting" named Michelle Williams who by the way I'm SO sorry had to join the babyloss club. She is Sawyer's mommy and their story is here. Thank you SO much Michelle! The card is So beautiful and so were your words. It really put a smile on my face to get something that was so unexpected. I love it! Thinking of you and Sawyer always.Along with Michelle's card I also got a BEAUTIFUL dragonfly from Tiffany and Leila's friend Genesis. I absolutely LOVE it and I took a picture of it next to Leila. She loves it too! I'm planning on using it on our tree come Christmas time. I wanted to get an ornament for Leila and this is just perfect for that! Thank you Tiffany and Genesis!! We love you SO much and the dragonfly couldn't have come at a more perfect time.

Thank you both SO much, today was a pretty "good" day.

Oh speaking of mail, if any of you haven't already joined then I suggest you join Nicole's BLM penpals here. Joining will allow you to connect with so many BLM by either sending something as simple as a "thinking of you" card or even receiving something that will lift your spirits on a possibly "down" day. We all know how good it feels to get mail from people who truly care about us and what better way to connect with people who "get it". It's especially great when you get something so unexpectedly that puts a smile on your face like it did mine today. Thanks again Nicole for such a beautiful idea!

Love to you all!

Leila,

Sweetie make sure you thank Genesis for sharing her dragonfly with you! Isn't it beautiful?! I took a picture of it with you and posted it here for everyone to see. You are so precious to me my beautiful daughter and I'm not sure if you know how much I absolutely miss you. I miss you every single second of every day and I just thought I'd let you know once again how much I love you.

Love always,

Mommy